So hot but so cold

A poem about the fire and ice that exist in oneself.
My soul is fixing
after a great fall that disturbs all
let hopes go to high
and falling makes everything crushes

My soul is under construction
letting all the sorrow go
and let it bow to happiness
and love can't bloom no more
not yet

But as my soul let’s to heal
it slowly shutters back
cracks in confusion
hurts that can't be tame

as ice becomes cold
fire melts it away
so hot but so cold anyway